hal yang paling gue gasuka dari kisah hidup gue

bingung gue--

kenapa coba ya gue suka ngerasa gue itu paling jelek nasipnya dibanding anak anak yang lain yang seumuran sama gue. gue ngerasa gue paling dikekang hidupnya, ngerasa paling dibatasin apapun yang orang lain biasa tau tapi gue gaboleh tau. gue ngerasa paling ga bahagia dimasa muda gue. gue ngerasa gue paling dibatasin buat gue bertindak semau gue.aaa- gatau ah bingung. tiap hari ini yang gue pikirin. kenapa serasa kalo buat anak lain seumuran gue dunia tuh luas banget, sementara gue ? sempit BANGET. gue ngerasa hidup gue terpencil gimana gitu -_- ya mungkin orang ngeliatnya biasa aja ya tapi ini yang gue rasain. ini yang gue bingungin. apa karena faktor orang tua ? yang selalu ngekang ? tapi kayanya biasa aja deh malah ada yang lebih dikekang, ga dibolehin ini itulah-. tapi rasanya gue tuh bener kalo gue emang melewati masa muda diantara manusia yang lain dengan penuh kekangan. dan itu hal paling gue benci seumur hidup #berle. itu hal yang menurut gue paling ga menarik dari kisah hidup gue selama di bumi.

charice louder

Louder [x4]

I’m staring out of my window
And the rain is pouring down
When you left, I was so low
But I’m not gonna drown

I don’t need no shoulder
I’m gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin’ I don’t understand

I’m just gonna run right through the rain
I’m just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

I, I am over overthinking of how to get you back
I’m checking out for the weekend
And I ain’t going back

I don’t need no shoulder
I’m gonna be a soldier
I just wanna feel somethin’ I don’t understand

I’m just gonna run right through the rain
I’m just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

Oh, letting go
Yet it feel so good, so right
Oh, all I know
Is that I let my heart beat
Heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my
Heart beat heart speak louder than my louder than my louder, louder, louder, louder

I’m just gonna run right through the rain
I’m just gonna dance right through the pain
I just wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart beat louder than my head (head, head, head)
Heart speak louder
Wanna feel that rhythm, feel that drum
Let my heart beat louder
Let my heart speak louder than my head

charice one day

(one day, one day, one day)

they’re not gonna keep me down
they’re not gonna shut me out
they’re gonna do what they do, i do me
i’m moving against the crowd
i’m drowning out, way down
they’re gonna do what they do
i do something original
be unforgettable
they’re gonna know my name

chorus:

(one day) i’ll make you a believer
(one day) i got this all i need is
(one day) don’t try to tell me i can’t (tell me i can’t)
(and now) i’m a light in the future
(watch out) wont stop i’m a mover
(one day) you’re gonna know who i am
i will fly high and free
it’s my fate wait and see one day

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/charice-one-day-lyrics.html

i’ve been afraid before,
to reach for something more
but now i see that it’s mine, i’ll take it
just go ahead and try,
you’re not gonna change my mind
there’s no such thing as too late
yeaaaaaahhhh!!

(chorus)

bridge:

i’m on a mission, no longer listening
to anyone that says don’t try
sometimes you feel it, deep in your spirit
it’s like a fire that won’t die

(one day) wait and see
(one day) oooh
(one day) just wait and see

chorus:

(one day) i’ll make you a believer
(one day) i got this all i need is
(one day) don’t try to tell me i can’t (ooooh)
(and now) i’m a light in the future
(watch out) wont stop i’m a mover
(one day) you’re gonna know who i am (know who i am)
i will fly high and free
it’s my fate wait and see, one day

one day, one day
one day, one day, one day

ne-yo together

[Verse 1]
Since the day that we met girl
I've never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Wanna give you the whole world... ohh
If you make the promise to me, you're gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/n/ne_yo/together.html ]
[Verse 2]
Oooh... I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you're so afraid but I can't write the wrongs he did
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

[Hook]
What will it take to show you I'll be by your side
Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where it's at... ohhh

[Chorus]
I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing never that bad that we would be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the one I'm waiting for
Because you give me what I need and more
Cause it's clear that we are meant to be
Together... together... we should be together
Eternally... Ooohh
And I'm gonna be...

stres

huaaaaaaaa :'( mo nangis rasanya gila gila gila stres stres stres ! sakit jiwa emang gurunya kali ya ish sebel sebel sebel ! gila banget ngasih tugas ga ngira ngira cape woy ! stres duluan gue -___________- ah bete bete bete apa apaan baget deh ish !! cape banget gila. nyebelin banget emang gurunya ya. otak gue kekuwel kuwel ini ish sebel banget. baru masuk aja udah kaya gini apalagi entar ? -____________-

aku kiyut :D

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ngeselin !

sebel banget tau kalo di chat grup tuh kadang kadang adaaa aja orang yang ngerasa itu grup punya dia sendiri, kalo ga entar orang itu ngerasaa chat dia yang nguasain -,- sebel banget tau kaya gitu tuh, ya ampuun sabar sabar mardiyaah. sabar banget butuh kesabaran ngadepin orang kaya gitu, nyuruh orang diem sendirinya bacot mulu deeeh -,- caper noh kaya gitu kurang perhatian orang lain kaya gitu tuh makanya CAPER. sabaaar mardiyaah, sabaaar -,-